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[05 Dec 2005|01:38pm] |
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trait snapshot:
secretive, reclusive, messy, disorganized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worries, dislikes large parties, does not like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, tough, leisurely, does not respect authority, not aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, dislikes leadership, daydreamer, bizarre, does not make friends easily, not a perfectionist, suspicious, rarely irritated, strong physical instincts, unsympathetic at times, risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, strange
Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
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[28 Nov 2005|01:37pm] |
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piccsies
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[27 Nov 2005|03:03pm] |
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i guess im supposed to be 'grounded' right now. fuck that. i didnt come home friday night n came home last night at 6a. so the rents are all pissed. whatevers. my dad leaves tomorrow for 2 weeks. tiiiight. i stayed at mikes friday night with mac n some other friends. when my dad called my phone the next unexpectedly, i blurted out the truth. it was weird. i was gonna say that i stayed at tiffanies but whatever. after mac got off the bus on sat, i just went straight to nellys. it was close n i hadnt seen her in a whiles. then last night i was with mac again of course. we took my moms car. GUH. this whole time i didnt realize i had the car key with me. since my sister has a new pair of keys, her old one had a spare on it. yip yip. fuck. crazy dude. so why was my mom talkin to me yesterday bout going to planned parenthood. n having a boyfriend. and talkin bout unprotected sex. how weird was that. my rents have never talked to me bout that. ever. and now their starting. my dad thinks im stayin out late because my sister does. they can keep thinkin what they want. i never cared. welp im home alone right now and BORED. i saw vanessa left a bulletin bout her hookin one of her friends up with a job, 9$/h, for an asst for a real estate place. UH LIKE HELLZ YA. and aprils supposed to be movin in clairemont with jose. hells ya i can go with her. shiet i hope.
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[23 Nov 2005|11:44am] |
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not too much is 'appenin. been hanging out with mac a lot. went to la bellas with sandi, aj, and these two other dudes like 2 days ago. omg i was so blazed all day. i was outside smoking a cigarette with aj, when a big grip of ese's n esa's came in. thne one came out, the dykey lookin one, askin if i got a light n if i wanted to go blaze. i did but i had company to attend to. after i came home for a little while, i was on the computer n shit, still blazed. n my dad was home. after that i left with mac, but while i was with him my mom calls sayin my dads been sayin that i come home smellin like smoke n looked as if i was under the influence of something. first he asked me if i was drunk, than if i smoke anything illegal. god whatever. o ya n my mom found out i steal now too. i showed her this ring that was freakin almost 20 dollars, but its so gorgeous. and shes all maybe u can find a like one for cheaper. im like fuck that so i just took it. ha. then she hands me something later, through the car window n sees it on my finger. smooth veronica. she goes 'how long you been stealin for ?" if only she knew. HA.
FYI; my phone is temporarily disabled considering my mom dropped it in the store the other day and it hasnt been turning on since. so yes. ANYBODY WHOS NUMBER I HAD ORIGINALLY, PLEASE GIVE IT TO ME AGAIN. thanks in advance.
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[19 Nov 2005|12:29pm] |
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ya still in fire need for jobage. my buddy christina is the manager at the candy factory and hirin in mission valley so holla ! i went to dinner last night for kims birthday in la jolla. shes the youngin in the group and shes finally eighteen. i saw nick there, i remember him sayin he got hired as a busboy/dishwasher thingy. cute. mac was with me. afterwards we went to the hookah bar. nobody really used it cept me devon n kim. whatevers. kim said we could blaze afterwards but didnt. i hate when people do that. came home round 2. im lookin up things for medical marijuana coz its quite possible i can get a card. thats tight, they got a grip of adds in the san diego weekly reader. tiiiight.
o ya i cut my bangs. dont laugh jerks.
 im buying red dye later to dye the bangs and some pieces of the back, thats not blond. hm.. well see.
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[15 Nov 2005|05:34pm] |
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im a super sad human being who cant get hired for shit. tomorrow will be a week since the interviews and none of em have called me back yet. bastards. whatever. guess they werent for me. damn im still hpoing. any shit, whenevers i DO get a job and get a paycheck, im stickin this in my hair

well streaks of it. on some of the parts that arent bleached. and maybe some of the parts that are, who knows, fuck you. jk. but yeah. so i was talking to nelly last night and i guess im still the topic of conversation between ed n his friends. fuck them all dude, if im important enough for my name to be on their forked tongues then so be it. if you gonna hate, might as well get your rumors straight.
oh ya and i forgot to mention that im thinkin of going to college. not for the whole gen. ed. thing goin on, but to take a few interesting classes to occupy my time. ive spent 3 months not doing shit but smokin pot, n i need to get my life together. i wrote a list of some of the classes that i want. i cant find it but i remember some of em are, abnormal pyschology, culture in the media, world religions, intro to music. things of that nature. well see what happens by the end of the year.
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[11 Nov 2005|04:29pm] |
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i feel so gross. i need to lose weight.

i was on the phone with stephanie and carol namin who we'd rather screw between celebrities. gary coleman or michael jackson. rosie o donnel or ellen. hahha good times, i love those kids. im supposed to be headin to the movies later tonight to see get rich or die trying. ok maybe id be more psyched if the movie at least LOOKED good. but it doesnt. besides, somebody already ruined it for me. sexcellent. i told me mums id give her my first paycheck once i get it. but thats just me gettin ahead of myself.
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[11 Nov 2005|12:43pm] |
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no luck with the phone calls yet. suspense is like seriously killin me. this would be my first job so im all pumped. dont let me down ! mac gamme some weed yesterday so ya i just got done smokin that. i dont have anythin planned today. im still dressed in the same clothes that i wore yesterday. whatever.
. . STILL WAITING . . .
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[10 Nov 2005|07:23pm] |
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new journalyish stuff. today was actually not to shabby. i had spent the night at christinas coz she wanted me to do her hair cause shes visitin her boo in SF today. she smoked me out, at 100 in the mornin. i came home called mac n he came to visit me. awww what a nice boy. after that nick ended up callin me to smoke a blunt.
im still waiting for petsmart or hot topic to call me back. im thinkin tomorrow im going to call to check up on the status of my application. or maye thats too pushy. Maybe i should just wait ? i guess well see
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